holy fuck that's 3 coolers in 1 session. I'm surprised i'm only down like 50BBs.

1) Isoed a fish with JQo. Flop comes AK10 all spades. I got it allin by the turn, and he turns over 69 of spades.

2) Isoed a fish with QQ no diamonds. button flat calls, fish calls. flop comes 246 all diamonds. fish shoves allin for 100BB. I had to call right? so i obviously call. button fuckin insta calls too! KK with a diamond. fish turns over A4 no diamonds.

3) raised preflop on button with 44, semi fish in BB 3 bets tiny. This fish i had a specific read. he doesn't let go of top pairs, even middle pairs. SO i call for set value plus some steal value cuz i didn't think he'd outplay me post flop. Flop comes KQ4. he checks, i pump fist and bets pot. he calls. I was thinking no A, no 9. turn comes 9. now there are 2 spades. he checks... I can't check, i had to bet. i bet 3/4 pot he calls. river comes 10 not a spade. he checks..... i check (although i think maybe i should've betted i think there's stll value) . He turns over kk.

FML

damn i'm an asshole

my failure

So my goal of doubling my account has completely failed. My final count is $1967, way short of my 3k goal. I had only increased my account by 33%... which is not satisfactory to my standards.

Several things that have contributed to this.

1) I was writing "let there be MY range" and it took a hell alot longer than I expected. I had just finished to the point that I liked it to TODAY. So this took alot of time away from the actual playing time.

2) I just didn't play enough. I tried to play at least an hour/day, 5 days/week. But now that I think about it, that's a mere 20-30 hours during this entire break. Even at my amazing rate of 6BB/100, that's only about $9/hour playing 100NL and 50NL. 9/hour *30 hours = $270. $270 << $1500. I really should have played a tad bit more, maybe 10 hours/week.

I'm actually even lucky to get to $1967. If it wasn't for my $350 hour today, i would still be at 1500-1600s.

almost 2 weeks into the insanity workout... still can't finish.

almost done with the break... my BR on PS is far from the goal... that sucks.

day 3 into the insanity workout. have yet to finish an entire work.

i'll probly be able to finish after i finish the 2 week mark.... hopefully.